I'm ripping apart at the seams. So many people have broken so many promises to me over the last three or four weeks. I'm wrecked, and very much alone. I have failed at my own game, and everything I see around me only confirms this. I'm so dependent on others for everything. I've failed. I am a wasted potential. I wish she was here, I need a hug. I need a hug so badly, some little bit of physical affirmation would mean so much. I need. I am reduced to just needs.